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Blinding
Chapter information
Series

One-shot

Written by

Fruipit

Release date

22nd September, 2013

Chronology
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I got in a weird mood to write a poem, watching Lord of the Rings o.O anyway, I hope you like it! Three guesses who the lover is. Well, which other homosexual pairing have I place Toph in, periodically uploading random shippy fics?


Blinding

Confidence, she exudes

Though words
Never her forte
She struts
Walking?
Too 'common'
She could never be mistaken as such,
Not she
A Beifong
Her name
A blessing
And a curse
To be taken advantage of
Of course
Despite her age
Or youth
The flying boar is enough
- for most establishments -
She takes a drink
The harsh liquid
Burning
Altering
Deceiving
She smiles and laughs
The people move closer
After all
Alone, no one drinks
Consuming
Her senses become dulled
Numb and slow
The vibrations sluggish
However
She knows
She feels
It's wrong
Them
Together
His hand
Her hip
One move
One kick
And he is shot through the ceiling


So, why is it,
Then,
That she feels none of the apprehension
The confusion
Befuddlement
Bemusement
When she does the same thing?
The warmth from the alcohol
Is nothing
Nothing
Compared to the heat of her hands
And fingers
And lips
As suddenly her own are entombed
And they laugh
And stumble
Her breath comes in pants
And she sees
For the first time
Pleasure
And happiness
And
For the first time
Freedom


To be free
To choose who she is
And who she wants to be
To decide her own loyalties
And wants and needs
To realise
That her want and need
Was one and the same
What she wanted
Or
Who?
Her heart fluctuates
No steady beat
No steady pattern
Following
Leading
Helping
Beating
In time with another
It scares her
More than she will tell
With words, at least


She lets it be known
In her smile
Her kisses
In the way her fingers dance
Lightly upon the skin
The hair
The lips of her lover
As she trails
Ever downward
Happy endings are not made for her
Not the little lost one
So why
Why does she feel safe
Why does she want more?
And yet again
She is too afraid
Scared
Infatuated
To speak her thoughts
It began as a game
An experiment
A test
And yet has evolved
As all life does
And she hates it
But damn it!
She will fight for what she wants
Who she wants
And maybe
Just.... maybe
She will get that happy ending
That peace
That happiness
And the love
That she wants
Needs
Deserves

The three simple words
Not so simple
Choke her
Strangle her
Consume her
As she waits
Impatiently
Terrified
Silence reigns between the two
She bites her lip
Regretting
Cursing the spirits
Herself
She wants to cry
Or perhaps scream
Earthbend
She doesn't want to care about her
She wants to punch her
Insult her
Kiss her
Make her want the same thing
Her name
Bitter
As the silence continues
She wants to cry
Instead
Two warm
Massive
Calloused
Gorgeous hands
They wrap around her face
And she feels a cool breeze
Or breath
Dancing across her cheeks
Her eyes are wide as
A delicacy
She had dreamed impossible
Ghosts over her lips


The kiss is far from chaste
And far from passionate
There is no lust
No sense of urgency
And yet
The wind is knocked from her
Because she can feel
She can see
They both want the same thing
The two of them
There was no kissing and moving on
No gentle touches soon forgotten
No sighs and moans
Drowned out
And
Through her friend
Her partner-in-crime
Her lover
Her love
Toph has taken that freedom
And found herself
... Only...
It was with someone else...

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